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mini journal (until I decide to make a separate page for one)

7/4/25 - period cramps make me want to kill myself and mine aren't that bad. finished Dracula review and I still don't think it's great but whatever. I have a job after months of searching. fuck I want some chocolate. I need to go to the store. I wish I could run video games on my laptop. Id play Needy Streamer Overload and Rainworld. they both look fun.

2/4/25 - getting back into reading has been great but now Im slacking off with Spanish content. I always had to force myself to watch youtube videos anyway but now I have other things to actually do it's getting even harder.love the new book page layout, still looking for ways to improve it though. always will be, probably.

26/3/25 - why am I so hungry all the time? I love food but hunger is just annoying. there's a couple things I wanna do with the general formatting of this site but Im scared that implementing it might, y'know, crash the whole thing. god, I don't even have graphics for this place. I do want a more digital-themed background for the blog page that I have planned (!!) but I suck at graphic design. if the owner of the webmaster webring is reading this thank you for adding me!! I don't know email etiquette so this is how Im showing my thanks.

19/3/25 - starting to wish that I could, like, fail at everything around me so nothing will be expected of me again. maybe if I started fucking things up in school a little Id be in a better position now. word of advice - get all your frustrations out during your school years in any way you need to as long as it doesn't affect your final grades, or you'll end up with no idea how to cope later on. I saw how my friends ended up. I should've started throwing things at people. fuck.

15/3/25 - time is passing way too fast. I should start writing physically more often. the internet is getting boring for me again and I don't know what to do instead. putting off the project that would bring us our little moth. started playing Hollow Knight again.

9/3/25 - head hurts. developing a slight fascination with hounds (borzois, italian greyhound, etc.) due to their odd facial features. I need some friends. Im set on our moth mascot (mothscot?) being a swallow prominent. need to get back into physical journaling, even if it's just a sentence per day.

8/3/25 - Im, like, kind of a furry. sorta. it's hard for me to argue that Im not one. so! I want a mascot for this page who is an anthropomorphic animal. probably a moth. Ive tried doodling her, but Im not really an artistic person, so Im struggling to come up with something Im happy with. currently jumping between a muslin moth (purple) and a lesser swallow prominent (cool wings) (both fuzzy). might make her a nurse or something, given some of the pages I wanna add later. might add myself to the furry ring if I do all this. I am cringe but I am free.